of giving up control.
First off, i love the smashing pumpkins. There is no doubt.
But these first two songs from their new album make me feel quite ill. i'm starting to miss jimmy....
today is my only day off this week and i'm starting it early...just woke up at 1 =). Craig is meeting this guitarist to see if he's any good today and it should be fun!
Last night i had a dream of the last band i was in, i dreamt we didn't screw up our chances and actually played at king tuts, very depressing.. so close. Then again i wouldnt have got a job at cineworld or become super or anything. Maybe thats my motivation for this new band, regrets of drug addicted teenagers pulling my ambitions back. Its on my mind more now than ever.
i'm outwith my comfort zone with people that aren't james or craig. It could all go the same way as before, luckily this guy is young so hopefully he won't be as stupid as the others.
mucho money in the bank but not 2 cells in my mind to collaberate on what to buy... probably the best thing because i'll have absolutely loads in 2 weeks!
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