Holidays almost over

Whereas i have nothing to show for my week off i'm very happy to say i've enjoyed myself which was exactly what i needed.

I've learned that going up Falkirk town is always a constant mistake. I have no idea why i keep trying. Had more fun at home having a little drink with family and friends. In that sense i am exactly like my parents. I'm not seeing the allure of going out, i wonder if you do.

Now to just look forward to the christmas period =D

On an extremely brighter note! in 3 weeks time i have another fortnight off...oh yes

Why won't the pumpkins come back to the UK?

Here is no why

Desperate and displeased. With whoever you are. Your a star.

Lost inside the dreams, of teen machines.

The world is a vampire.

Sittin still was never enough

Intoxicated with the madness, i'm in love with my sadness

Time is never time at all. You can never ever leave without leaving a piece of youth.

Despite all my rage i'm still just a rat in a cage!

Shakedown 1979, cool kids never have the time

Who wants that honey? just as long as theres some money.

Tell me all of your secrets, cannot help but believe them.

Tell me i'm the only one, jesus had no other son

Try to hold on, to this love. A little bit longer.

Try, try, try, try, try, try, try

Poptart, whats our mission? do we know but never listen

We must never be apart.

I know you better than your thinking

Anphetamine, annie dog...

And i don't even care to shake these zipper blues

Fool enough to almost be it, cool enough to not quite see it.

Pick your pocket full of sorrow, run away with me tomorrow.

Try and ease the pain, somehow we feel the same well
no one knows, where our secrets go

I send my heart to all my dearies when your life is so so dreary

I'm over to the straight and narrow, where the harlots of my perils scream.

And i'll fail, but when i can. I will
Try to understand. That when i can, i will

I just want to be me.

Mother weep the years i'm missing, all that time can't be given...back

Disarm

Week off. Busy one. Ohh yaaa

Electric razor started working again so hell yeah to that. In the habit of going to sleep at 5 in the morning, waking up 5 at night. Need to get my pattern back and get my three meals a day back in.

Think i may get myself that laptop finally. Get myself a wee cam and make a photography folder. Something different that i can reflect on...

Smallvilles getting awesome

Tonight, Tonight

Time, is never time at all. You can never ever leave. Without leaving a piece of youth. And our lives are forever changed, we will never be the same. The more you change the less you feel.

A week on and i am laptop shopping, not got any clue in the world at all about laptops. So i'm getting the worst person (my father) to come shopping with me (i hope) to make this terrible decision!

This week is full of what if's? and its got me wondering horrifying things, living day dreams i tell thee! like looking at the worst possible scenario in almost every situation...as morbid as the feeling is i suppose i'd be prepared. what's the old line? Expect the best, Prepare for the worst.

On a slightly lighter note relighted my love for the pumpkins a little though i'm searching for the next big kick to steal my imagination. Billy Corgan is my marmite. On an even lighter note, 4 days till M comes home and i am....buzzing =) someone's getting a sucker punch for leaving the country!

Repo-men : Go see if you like Jude Law, Forest Whittaker and half a movie. Now lets hear the truth... I like Jude and i'm an even bigger Forest fan, the plot was pretty good yeah its not original but it was given a different spin. But the ending...COME ON! PLEEEASE don't make us pay full price for half a film i mean jeez i was really buzzing about the ending even though it was disturbingly grotesque with a sex/mutilation scene but then boom. Nuclear. The dream was over and two hours of my life had been stripped.

Lovely girl, your the murder in my world

Signing off