Time, is never time at all. You can never ever leave. Without leaving a piece of youth. And our lives are forever changed, we will never be the same. The more you change the less you feel.
A week on and i am laptop shopping, not got any clue in the world at all about laptops. So i'm getting the worst person (my father) to come shopping with me (i hope) to make this terrible decision!
This week is full of what if's? and its got me wondering horrifying things, living day dreams i tell thee! like looking at the worst possible scenario in almost every situation...as morbid as the feeling is i suppose i'd be prepared. what's the old line? Expect the best, Prepare for the worst.
On a slightly lighter note relighted my love for the pumpkins a little though i'm searching for the next big kick to steal my imagination. Billy Corgan is my marmite. On an even lighter note, 4 days till M comes home and i am....buzzing =) someone's getting a sucker punch for leaving the country!
Repo-men : Go see if you like Jude Law, Forest Whittaker and half a movie. Now lets hear the truth... I like Jude and i'm an even bigger Forest fan, the plot was pretty good yeah its not original but it was given a different spin. But the ending...COME ON! PLEEEASE don't make us pay full price for half a film i mean jeez i was really buzzing about the ending even though it was disturbingly grotesque with a sex/mutilation scene but then boom. Nuclear. The dream was over and two hours of my life had been stripped.
Lovely girl, your the murder in my world
Signing off
Monday, 19 April 2010
Monday, 12 April 2010
Summer Madness
and today of all days is the day when i knew i had fallen for the girl of my dreams. The thoughts i had spared before were hers to keep, and i knew i'd never be alone.
Third sunny day in a row! spring is rolling in and this is my first day off work while it's sunny. What to do!
So far i've got up, showered, breakfast, said goodbyes, played football, went shopping, went home and had dinner and now i'm stuck for what to do.
Playing guitar to myself and humming? Maybe
New update, a string just snapped so that idea's out the window.
My hairs returned to its natural sway! which is a plus, i always get so worried that this time when it grows it won't go back and sway the way it did but it always does ^_^
Craig A Signing out
Third sunny day in a row! spring is rolling in and this is my first day off work while it's sunny. What to do!
So far i've got up, showered, breakfast, said goodbyes, played football, went shopping, went home and had dinner and now i'm stuck for what to do.
Playing guitar to myself and humming? Maybe
New update, a string just snapped so that idea's out the window.
My hairs returned to its natural sway! which is a plus, i always get so worried that this time when it grows it won't go back and sway the way it did but it always does ^_^
Craig A Signing out
Tuesday, 6 April 2010
Oh boy, what a day
And it ain't even started yet.
Tonight will be my first 11hour+ shift and i'm sensing the fatigue and trepedation already. So it is coffee central. Thats right its a 1-12 or whenever we finish!
I know jamiroquai will get me through somehow
Lord save me, i just fixed my sleeping pattern!
Tonight will be my first 11hour+ shift and i'm sensing the fatigue and trepedation already. So it is coffee central. Thats right its a 1-12 or whenever we finish!
I know jamiroquai will get me through somehow
Lord save me, i just fixed my sleeping pattern!
Thursday, 1 April 2010
Grrrr
Anger- i'm not feeling it but i probably should. Thursday night is the mother of paperworks and i have Alison. Have no idea at all how to do it and she's not one for asking muhahahahaha kill me
"Everyone has a dark side, why don't you like mine?"
Jamie has gone and i can't trust anyone else with my beautiful head of my hair! 2 week holiday without telling me! there shall be blood.
Fathers grave FTW
Work soon
i must rush
my resolve broken, i retreat to what i'm good at
"Everyone has a dark side, why don't you like mine?"
Jamie has gone and i can't trust anyone else with my beautiful head of my hair! 2 week holiday without telling me! there shall be blood.
Fathers grave FTW
Work soon
i must rush
my resolve broken, i retreat to what i'm good at
Sunday, 28 March 2010
This corner of the earth
This corner of the earth is like me in many ways. I could sit for hours here and watch the emerald feathers play. On the face of it i'm blessed when the sunlight comes for free. I know this corner of the earth, it smiles at me.
Hellish shift last night. All went wrong. Glad i'm in bed however i'll be doing the same shift tonight. Given it probably won't be as bad since its sunday...but i can garuntee finishing before 10 to 2
I believe its time to stop focusing on work and take a look at reinventing myself on the visual level in the form of shaving and a hair cut and shopping!!!! DING DING DING DING alarms go off!
I Hate Hairdressers
Hellish shift last night. All went wrong. Glad i'm in bed however i'll be doing the same shift tonight. Given it probably won't be as bad since its sunday...but i can garuntee finishing before 10 to 2
I believe its time to stop focusing on work and take a look at reinventing myself on the visual level in the form of shaving and a hair cut and shopping!!!! DING DING DING DING alarms go off!
I Hate Hairdressers
Friday, 26 March 2010
Dancing in the moonlight.
Well its been like half a month since my last confession.. and i'll admit truthfully nothing is different...retail training or my SAM course went reasonably well and i think i've become a slightly better supervisor for it.
however on every other front i'm the same as before.. i'm slowly discovering that i'll have to make a decision with my life which i feel unprepared to make as i'm unsure as to what my future holds or what i really want to do...
On the other hand i'm able to see the difference between the person i want to be and he who made all the wrong decisions. as long as i focus on these two people i'll always know the right choice
however on every other front i'm the same as before.. i'm slowly discovering that i'll have to make a decision with my life which i feel unprepared to make as i'm unsure as to what my future holds or what i really want to do...
On the other hand i'm able to see the difference between the person i want to be and he who made all the wrong decisions. as long as i focus on these two people i'll always know the right choice
Tuesday, 2 March 2010
New York Minute
Half a months later, nothing to report.
Now just realising the chain is missing from my neck Where could i have taken it? how long have i been without it?
On the other hand, work is going well! very well. A dramatic improvement they say, makes me wonder what they thought before. Who cares, i can't deny my masterful awesomeness!
Lately i'm distracted... A girl is stuck on my mind which is barely a good sign contrary to the feelings i'm getting. oh dear.
Could this be the end for Craig Alston?
Will this love sick puppy recover to transform back into Clark Kent and save the Cine-World?
Find out next time on The Mars Volta Revolution
Now just realising the chain is missing from my neck Where could i have taken it? how long have i been without it?
On the other hand, work is going well! very well. A dramatic improvement they say, makes me wonder what they thought before. Who cares, i can't deny my masterful awesomeness!
Lately i'm distracted... A girl is stuck on my mind which is barely a good sign contrary to the feelings i'm getting. oh dear.
Could this be the end for Craig Alston?
Will this love sick puppy recover to transform back into Clark Kent and save the Cine-World?
Find out next time on The Mars Volta Revolution
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