I'm going to pull you in close

I've found my christmas song!
Long day at work. Sorcerers Apprentice with Chiz afterwards. It's all very enjoyable.

I'm teary tonight, i might just be tired. Theres no escapism or any peace. Even 'the picture of Dorian Gray' doesn't relax me, the amount of homo-eroticism is very uncomfortable. It's no wonder he was sent to jail..Not that it's a bad book or he's a bad writer...

Mini rant/ First chapter breakdown - 'So right i'm painting your picture and you mind that guy i mentioned one time that i met in a bar?'

'Aye?'

'Well i'm gonna describe him as a beautiful perfect being for about 12 pages and how he's all amazing and all mine and i feel like i've projected something of myself into him. He completes me.'

'Ok, Lets meet him.'

'No...aw ok then'. FIN

Not long till christmas

Disarm

Week off. Busy one. Ohh yaaa

Electric razor started working again so hell yeah to that. In the habit of going to sleep at 5 in the morning, waking up 5 at night. Need to get my pattern back and get my three meals a day back in.

Think i may get myself that laptop finally. Get myself a wee cam and make a photography folder. Something different that i can reflect on...

Smallvilles getting awesome

80th

It's my grandfathers birthday tonight and it's been an awesome night.

So why am i so sad?

He's one crazy old coot...gave me the whole shpeil about joining the masons and what not which the constant background question 'do you believe in god?' eventually you have to say yes...i mean...he's old.. haha

I've found someone new in my life, her name is lizzy caplan and she's an american actress born in los angeles..Now i just need to get there..and famous..and sexually attractive.. and every other desirable feature... damn.

Almost my week off from work. I'll need to plan ^-^

Doomsday

Today was my first day off in a while, Really needed it. I'm falling to bits

Visited my grandmothers grave today, got me to thinking how well i knew her, what her message was to me. I'd like to believe the only reason we exist in each others lives is to affect their development in a certain way, so how did she relate to me apart from being the woman i used to adore.

Glasses have broken, car broke down, lost a float. I think i'm going insane. Need to lay off the hardcore cocaine and get my head sorted.

M where are you

could use someone to talk to

Beautiful Disaster

Today seems like a good day, burn a bridge or two.

4 Opens in a row. Takes me back to the school and college days. Can't really be bothered with it. Eclipse aswell.

This is turning out so be one really sad week guys! Darkest before the dawn and all that so here's praying...Lottery!!!

A month gone by without a blog, i think it may be going out of fashion

Smallville rolls on.

Fragile

Not only a yes album.

My health has been failing over the past few days but i'm glad to report that i havn't felt better!

Seems like everythings slightly looking up. i'm quite glad. I've always been happy but never this much.

Really motivated to do something amazing..

i think i have an idea...

Poetry is the new calling! <3

No more Smallville....PLEASE!!!

i'm hooked on smallville. i have no idea why, it's terrible.

Like a terrible batch of cocaine - it's got all the crap of the day mixed it
15% - Predictable Bad Guy
10% - Predictable Ending
14.9% - Lana Lang
60% - Meteor shards causing evolution in the townsfolk (Every single frikkin episode!)
0.1% - Baking Powder/Soap Powder/Cocaine/Lex Luthor

But i can't stop watching it because Lex Luthor's the man...

Whether It's Kevin Spacey or Michael Ronsenbaum, He's rocking me slightly...
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It's because he's bald like Billy Corgan, OK!?