This corner of the earth

This corner of the earth is like me in many ways. I could sit for hours here and watch the emerald feathers play. On the face of it i'm blessed when the sunlight comes for free. I know this corner of the earth, it smiles at me.

Hellish shift last night. All went wrong. Glad i'm in bed however i'll be doing the same shift tonight. Given it probably won't be as bad since its sunday...but i can garuntee finishing before 10 to 2

I believe its time to stop focusing on work and take a look at reinventing myself on the visual level in the form of shaving and a hair cut and shopping!!!! DING DING DING DING alarms go off!

I Hate Hairdressers

Dancing in the moonlight.

Well its been like half a month since my last confession.. and i'll admit truthfully nothing is different...retail training or my SAM course went reasonably well and i think i've become a slightly better supervisor for it.

however on every other front i'm the same as before.. i'm slowly discovering that i'll have to make a decision with my life which i feel unprepared to make as i'm unsure as to what my future holds or what i really want to do...

On the other hand i'm able to see the difference between the person i want to be and he who made all the wrong decisions. as long as i focus on these two people i'll always know the right choice

New York Minute

Half a months later, nothing to report.
Now just realising the chain is missing from my neck Where could i have taken it? how long have i been without it?

On the other hand, work is going well! very well. A dramatic improvement they say, makes me wonder what they thought before. Who cares, i can't deny my masterful awesomeness!

Lately i'm distracted... A girl is stuck on my mind which is barely a good sign contrary to the feelings i'm getting. oh dear.

Could this be the end for Craig Alston?

Will this love sick puppy recover to transform back into Clark Kent and save the Cine-World?

Find out next time on The Mars Volta Revolution

Undisclosed Desires

Yesterday was Valentines day ans the culmination of a week of planning! It didn't go amazing. On the other hand our playing love songs live didn't really fail either.

The main point being i survived and thoroughly enjoyed my day!

I gave a girl a gift. Then she handed my ass to me and gave me something super-awesome. Note to self, next time go super-awesome. Seriously though i've never been given something this lovely....or anything for valentines day but it sure does rock!

i'll leave this log till some other exciting phenomenon occurs...since the laptop is burning my legs

The Book of Love

The book of love is long and boring... and written very long ago. It's full of flowers and heart-shaped boxes. And things were all too young to know


My training course of one day came and went and now i should be top of my game but only in my mind set. I've already put my stuff into practise and its a lot more efficient. Now to make it the norm.

Emotions flowing with me this weekend.. and it all started with this one song....buuuuuuuut i'll get to that point.

Firstly, i'm one of two supers helping organising valentines day at the cinema and it feels really good, like it might be a great success, because of my idea! All the managers agree its a great idea, one is especially enthusiastic, as is my fellow super.. Sooo my suggestion was to get 2 multi's and 1 super playing an acoustic, keyboard and singing love songs for those coming into the two showings of pretty woman. Everyone seems real enthusiastic and ready for it which is great.

This one song i was told to learn though i was a tad iffy about at first but now i'm in love with. Really nice song..gonna have to hold back the tears when playing this epic song. That is actually my main fear for this occasion! frightening. For those who are thinking of going here is the song list:

Pretty Woman - Roy Orbison
Wonderful Tonight - Eric Clapton
November Rain - Guns 'N' Roses
Don't want to miss a thing - Aerosmith
The book of love - Peter Gabriel
Always - Bon Jovi

Wish me good luck!

To give to her the priceless peace

of giving up control.

First off, i love the smashing pumpkins. There is no doubt.
But these first two songs from their new album make me feel quite ill. i'm starting to miss jimmy....

today is my only day off this week and i'm starting it early...just woke up at 1 =). Craig is meeting this guitarist to see if he's any good today and it should be fun!
Last night i had a dream of the last band i was in, i dreamt we didn't screw up our chances and actually played at king tuts, very depressing.. so close. Then again i wouldnt have got a job at cineworld or become super or anything. Maybe thats my motivation for this new band, regrets of drug addicted teenagers pulling my ambitions back. Its on my mind more now than ever.

i'm outwith my comfort zone with people that aren't james or craig. It could all go the same way as before, luckily this guy is young so hopefully he won't be as stupid as the others.

mucho money in the bank but not 2 cells in my mind to collaberate on what to buy... probably the best thing because i'll have absolutely loads in 2 weeks!

My baby takes the morning train

A pretty awesome week!
Not only finding a guitarist for this new band but now a possible bassist. Go me!

Also, broke the ice with the girl that wants me dead at work. Cracked out e olde charisma and made a roll of 45! thought the difficulty was about 5000. So that means i said "hi/hows it going?/bye/have a nice night" with absolutely no response.. but thats not the point! I figure if i keep the friendly jestures one day she'll crack (Either by slaughtering me, my friend and family or by saying hi back) one way or another i can say i've tried...another reason to keep any kind of social contact is that is dissolves the trepedacious atmosphere that oozes from her presence.

Win

I got invited out for a valentines outting thing. pretty awesome, first time for everything..

9 and a half hours on floor...magic