A pretty awesome week!
Not only finding a guitarist for this new band but now a possible bassist. Go me!
Also, broke the ice with the girl that wants me dead at work. Cracked out e olde charisma and made a roll of 45! thought the difficulty was about 5000. So that means i said "hi/hows it going?/bye/have a nice night" with absolutely no response.. but thats not the point! I figure if i keep the friendly jestures one day she'll crack (Either by slaughtering me, my friend and family or by saying hi back) one way or another i can say i've tried...another reason to keep any kind of social contact is that is dissolves the trepedacious atmosphere that oozes from her presence.
Win
I got invited out for a valentines outting thing. pretty awesome, first time for everything..
9 and a half hours on floor...magic
Thursday 28 January 2010
Sunday 24 January 2010
We can work it out?
try to see things my way. do i have to keep on talking till i can't go on?
Band Progress! enough said. classic fun meeting the guitarist who's a tad on the young side. the sacrifice is worth it when you can see crazy j say something like "yeah man, we'll take you up the p...park or something" gotta love the moments you think something to yourself then chance your mind half way. who knows he may be good.
Ninja Assassin - FTW
Daybreakers - For the epic fail
this is das brief post. i'm a busy man in sleep. terrible day at work....dreadful...no break and too busy to do much of anything. *happy sigh*
I know what my colleagues are thinking, impressed? its not difficult i can tell from their eyes when they look at me. they think the stress is taking my personality from me. making me distant and slightly more aggresive.
the punchline?
they're not wrong
just takes time to ease into my position...question being. will yours truly survive that long to find his equilibrium?
todays not a total loss... this girl keeps giving me butterflies...damn her..
i like elipses, can you tell?
Band Progress! enough said. classic fun meeting the guitarist who's a tad on the young side. the sacrifice is worth it when you can see crazy j say something like "yeah man, we'll take you up the p...park or something" gotta love the moments you think something to yourself then chance your mind half way. who knows he may be good.
Ninja Assassin - FTW
Daybreakers - For the epic fail
this is das brief post. i'm a busy man in sleep. terrible day at work....dreadful...no break and too busy to do much of anything. *happy sigh*
I know what my colleagues are thinking, impressed? its not difficult i can tell from their eyes when they look at me. they think the stress is taking my personality from me. making me distant and slightly more aggresive.
the punchline?
they're not wrong
just takes time to ease into my position...question being. will yours truly survive that long to find his equilibrium?
todays not a total loss... this girl keeps giving me butterflies...damn her..
i like elipses, can you tell?
Wednesday 20 January 2010
L'via L'viaquez
Well the first day on my super specific area really went bad. it was a joint effort it took to screw it all up... practise though. finally finished counting stock at 2 in the morn.
It was the early rise for college thats the killer.
played mein klavier for the first time in ages today.. forgot how relaxing it is..or that i could do half the things i can! The one thing that i find really amusing is picking up a song in my head, soon as i get the first note building it up and in 10 minutes being able to play the song. Today the classic was "better off alone" by alice deejay... not my first choice but it really does stick.
a band is what i need. take my mind off work even for a while. i forgot the rush of playing to a crowd. thats what im gonna do then.
expect progress the next time! i think i have a name for a band alrready =)
It was the early rise for college thats the killer.
played mein klavier for the first time in ages today.. forgot how relaxing it is..or that i could do half the things i can! The one thing that i find really amusing is picking up a song in my head, soon as i get the first note building it up and in 10 minutes being able to play the song. Today the classic was "better off alone" by alice deejay... not my first choice but it really does stick.
a band is what i need. take my mind off work even for a while. i forgot the rush of playing to a crowd. thats what im gonna do then.
expect progress the next time! i think i have a name for a band alrready =)
Tuesday 19 January 2010
Another Day
first time, here goes.
in recent days i've noticed the importance of not so close family (cousins, nephews etc) Used to be that family was i thought mattered since contact outside it is rare.
The scenario being walking from the main road down my drive in ice, like black ice. so hellish! in pitch black aswell.given the circumstance i had to link arms with my cousin to get through it, which didn't work.In retrospect i think it may have been safer and a lot drier walking seperately but there's something about making the journey together thats comforting. Even if its only a few metres of ice.
For another thing i'm not sure this blog business really works. For one trying to write what i'm thinking is all well and good but its not a real representation of how an epiphany can hit someone or the exact order they think it. Also the stuff i'm saying right now doesnt seem relevant to life in general.
Nevertheless, i'll keep going in the hopes maybe i'll get the hang of this.
my morning was mainly taken up with conversation between myself and one of my managers. Behind the covering smile, i have no real idea what she could be thinking, and it scares me. It's her twisted english, the word choice says one thing and the tone goes completely the other way. Very uncomfortable. I figure as long as i'm polite and smile she'll never unleash whats behind the mask and thats a safe bet i'm willing to take...
As for tonight, its my first time taking on my designated duty as supervisor with my paired supervisor. She says she hasn't got a clue what to do and i'm on the same level haha.. so i'll play out tonight and see how it goes. Still very exciting to see what will happen.
i think i should wrap this up. wish me luck.
The scenario being walking from the main road down my drive in ice, like black ice. so hellish! in pitch black aswell.given the circumstance i had to link arms with my cousin to get through it, which didn't work.In retrospect i think it may have been safer and a lot drier walking seperately but there's something about making the journey together thats comforting. Even if its only a few metres of ice.
For another thing i'm not sure this blog business really works. For one trying to write what i'm thinking is all well and good but its not a real representation of how an epiphany can hit someone or the exact order they think it. Also the stuff i'm saying right now doesnt seem relevant to life in general.
Nevertheless, i'll keep going in the hopes maybe i'll get the hang of this.
my morning was mainly taken up with conversation between myself and one of my managers. Behind the covering smile, i have no real idea what she could be thinking, and it scares me. It's her twisted english, the word choice says one thing and the tone goes completely the other way. Very uncomfortable. I figure as long as i'm polite and smile she'll never unleash whats behind the mask and thats a safe bet i'm willing to take...
As for tonight, its my first time taking on my designated duty as supervisor with my paired supervisor. She says she hasn't got a clue what to do and i'm on the same level haha.. so i'll play out tonight and see how it goes. Still very exciting to see what will happen.
i think i should wrap this up. wish me luck.
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