Who wants that honey?

My blood boils. I cannot sleep.

My head is filled with thoughts of my love, her curves send my soul on fire. However when i close my eyes to sleep my minds filled with confrontation of violent nature. So tell me do i suffer from Lust or Wrath.

I know which one i want to suffer from. I think i'll tell her.

Besides the point, i cannot sleep.

Now i'm nostalgic as to back in the day when i'd hang out with friends near everyday and we'd record songs. That was real happiness. It feels like my lifes wasting away now.. I need some action in my life and i'm gonna get it. Roll on a band! (Again)

I've decided i can't sleep because i'm excited to see her

Holidays almost over

Whereas i have nothing to show for my week off i'm very happy to say i've enjoyed myself which was exactly what i needed.

I've learned that going up Falkirk town is always a constant mistake. I have no idea why i keep trying. Had more fun at home having a little drink with family and friends. In that sense i am exactly like my parents. I'm not seeing the allure of going out, i wonder if you do.

Now to just look forward to the christmas period =D

On an extremely brighter note! in 3 weeks time i have another fortnight off...oh yes

Why won't the pumpkins come back to the UK?

Poptart, whats the matter?

Did you lose what your after?

Went out last night for the first time in ages, didn't go as bad as i thought it would. A nice break.. eventually all the girls started talking about breasts and got some really awkward feeling so we left!

Death row and New Vegas night which was fun. Apart from snoring, this guy snores like a motherf*cker. I've been up since 6.

Darker Morning & Darker Days make me happy. I'll just try to hold on

Here is no why

Desperate and displeased. With whoever you are. Your a star.

Lost inside the dreams, of teen machines.

The world is a vampire.

Sittin still was never enough

Intoxicated with the madness, i'm in love with my sadness

Time is never time at all. You can never ever leave without leaving a piece of youth.

Despite all my rage i'm still just a rat in a cage!

Shakedown 1979, cool kids never have the time

Who wants that honey? just as long as theres some money.

Tell me all of your secrets, cannot help but believe them.

Tell me i'm the only one, jesus had no other son

Try to hold on, to this love. A little bit longer.

Try, try, try, try, try, try, try

Poptart, whats our mission? do we know but never listen

We must never be apart.

I know you better than your thinking

Anphetamine, annie dog...

And i don't even care to shake these zipper blues

Fool enough to almost be it, cool enough to not quite see it.

Pick your pocket full of sorrow, run away with me tomorrow.

Try and ease the pain, somehow we feel the same well
no one knows, where our secrets go

I send my heart to all my dearies when your life is so so dreary

I'm over to the straight and narrow, where the harlots of my perils scream.

And i'll fail, but when i can. I will
Try to understand. That when i can, i will

I just want to be me.

Mother weep the years i'm missing, all that time can't be given...back

Week Off!

In a week! but i'm still looking forward to it. I have been offered to go stay in Milton Keynes with my Auntie whom i miss dearlie but i think i'd rather leave that to my two week holiday in November! Buzzing!

I will do something with it. Unlike last time when it was wasted away on long lies and in general 'lazy days'

Re-discovered a love for Europe - The Swedish 80's band who couldn't find any luck with producers in their home country, came to ours and found fame. Every song is basically the same, but it's that distinction, that tiny difference in each song that makes it so much more special. Gives you the seem feel so you know it's the same band but has a completely different meaning. Truly amazing at their respective instruments.

I don't think i can handle or be bothered with 6 new members of staff... it's all so similiar as last time.

I need suggestions honeybunch

How

Can you reignite my fire in a look and a smile. Damn your slender tender appearance!

Tonight i fairly kicked ass, my manager even admitted it. I'm feeling awesome for sure. Even better is that tomorrow is my day off. I want something planned but i'm not sure what. The realisation of how short this life is... it's getting me down. I need a plan and a darn good one. The funny thing is i think i might get one..

I wish i could see you sleep...







not Edward Cullen style

Wrath

Today, i gave into one of the most destructive sins. For a minute i lost myself and for a lifetime i'll regret it. I've never been much of an angry person, i lost who i was over something so trivial. Something i should have been to shrug off as 'they are an idiot' but was unable to. I gave into my destructive nature, and the things i wanted to do were brutal. It's only untill i'm writing this that i understand that with enough wrath one could no doubt destroy the world.

It couldn't have been the subject at hand, so where does my rage come from. Maybe i do know and am too afraid to say. Eek

On the other hand...TimeCrimes! finally came in the post and i'm buzzing, for i was told it was awesome and i did believe...it's looking epic so far. So the breakdown is; a man lives out his normal day untill when he wakes up he see's a woman running naked in the woods, he does what every good civilian would do (Really!?) and go out and see. When he arrives in the woods, she's dead and a psychopath weilding a pair of scissors and a pink bandage over his head chases the man, succeeding to stab him. After a long running scene the man escapes to a silo. He meets a scientist who promises him that he can hide in this tub of liquid (right) to escape the masked killer. Upon jumping in the tub, he quickly comes out only to realise it's earlier in the day and the scientist doesn't recognise him. SO! he decides to go home and finds himself living out the day as he had. Then he see's a naked girl in the wood so once again he investigates. This time he gets there maybe a minute earlier? to watch himself getting chased in the same scenario.

I'd keep talking but it just gets too complicated from here on...awesome film though, very excited!

Now your a man!

i've swallowed my pride, i'm doing what i can cos now i'm a man

Well.. Yesterday was a day unlike any other. Woke up on time, got to work 15 min early and done a huge blow for barbarianism and kicked my paperworks ass...but wait, thats not all. I also did the managers daily check too. Never realised how easy would could be if i got a little perspective! Thus i have changed my title too - Super Efficient Supervisor Craig Alston of Falkirk!!!

And today is my day off and guess what? it's the 25th anniversary of back to the future so i know what i'm doing.

I know i'm just less than three months before the big woosh but i'm getting pre-christmas tingles. I love it, for me it's constant happiness along with warn fuzzy feelings despite the weather. I know i won't be able to get my car out of my drive though.. grrr

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