Disarm

Week off. Busy one. Ohh yaaa

Electric razor started working again so hell yeah to that. In the habit of going to sleep at 5 in the morning, waking up 5 at night. Need to get my pattern back and get my three meals a day back in.

Think i may get myself that laptop finally. Get myself a wee cam and make a photography folder. Something different that i can reflect on...

Smallvilles getting awesome

80th

It's my grandfathers birthday tonight and it's been an awesome night.

So why am i so sad?

He's one crazy old coot...gave me the whole shpeil about joining the masons and what not which the constant background question 'do you believe in god?' eventually you have to say yes...i mean...he's old.. haha

I've found someone new in my life, her name is lizzy caplan and she's an american actress born in los angeles..Now i just need to get there..and famous..and sexually attractive.. and every other desirable feature... damn.

Almost my week off from work. I'll need to plan ^-^

Doomsday

Today was my first day off in a while, Really needed it. I'm falling to bits

Visited my grandmothers grave today, got me to thinking how well i knew her, what her message was to me. I'd like to believe the only reason we exist in each others lives is to affect their development in a certain way, so how did she relate to me apart from being the woman i used to adore.

Glasses have broken, car broke down, lost a float. I think i'm going insane. Need to lay off the hardcore cocaine and get my head sorted.

M where are you

could use someone to talk to

Beautiful Disaster

Today seems like a good day, burn a bridge or two.

4 Opens in a row. Takes me back to the school and college days. Can't really be bothered with it. Eclipse aswell.

This is turning out so be one really sad week guys! Darkest before the dawn and all that so here's praying...Lottery!!!

A month gone by without a blog, i think it may be going out of fashion

Smallville rolls on.