I've found my christmas song!
Long day at work. Sorcerers Apprentice with Chiz afterwards. It's all very enjoyable.
I'm teary tonight, i might just be tired. Theres no escapism or any peace. Even 'the picture of Dorian Gray' doesn't relax me, the amount of homo-eroticism is very uncomfortable. It's no wonder he was sent to jail..Not that it's a bad book or he's a bad writer...
Mini rant/ First chapter breakdown - 'So right i'm painting your picture and you mind that guy i mentioned one time that i met in a bar?'
'Aye?'
'Well i'm gonna describe him as a beautiful perfect being for about 12 pages and how he's all amazing and all mine and i feel like i've projected something of myself into him. He completes me.'
'Ok, Lets meet him.'
'No...aw ok then'. FIN
Not long till christmas
